| Well Chloe totally forgot she had this thing. I'm bored. And im debating whether i should get rid of this or not.... It basically talks about my whole life last yr and all the crap that happened. but its like my diary.... yeah things arent going too fabulously right now. I keep getting farther and farther away from God. and the worst thing is i could be doing something about it rather than sitting here typing about it..but hey i gotta go... my lover is here... ill expand on that later.
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| I got home from probably one of the funnest weekends of my life yesterday. I went to canada with amy..omg it was a blast. i havent had that much fun in a while... it was way cool. i went shopping and caught some hockey games... im like addicted to hockey..im going again today..haha anyways i have to go... |
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| IT'S MY BIRTHDAY!
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| Things are going well...
A lot better than they were
my mom thinks i'm depressed though
and i dont sleep but i can live with those problems
i still seem too have an excess amount of energy.
So I'm not complaining.
My Birthday is Saturday...
maybe thats why im in a good mood lately
and Amber got her car FINALLY
goodness it seemed like forever.
So I'm spending lots of time with that kid
umm... basketball is going good
we're 7-1
I'm getting an allowance starting friday
$25 a week... im super excited!
My dad was here for a week
over all it went well
some ups and downs here and there but i wasnt expecting it to be perfect
im trying to convince my mom to let me stay in MD the WHOLE summer..
it might actually work.
Hmm.... my dad has an interview on thursday for a job here so please pray.. it'd be so neat if he could move here..i think.
This weekend im painting my room, Hot pink with white polka dots like
in victoria secret. im super excited! umm.. and im getting new
furniture and stuff! its gonna be cute..ill have to take pictures. im
going out with my aunts and mom and sis for my bday.. a little girls
night out.. nails, shopping, dinner, movie...and a huge amount of
flirting with our guy waiters... sounds amazing right?
School is going boring... im not challenged at all and I have straight
A's... its gross! I was gonna have a party this weekend but marge and
syd had to be losers and go to spokane geez! I'm so busy.. i like being
busy but i cant believe its 2006... how did that happen? but i think
even though a bunch of crappy stuff happened with my family 2005 was my
favorite year so far! i loved it! i hope 2006 will be as good... its
going good so far. I hope everyone is doing well. ill try to update
more often. Much love y'all xoxo, me
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| It's the night before Christmas Eve
and I cannot get in the Christmas mood at all...
im always in the Christmas spirit!
Ugh..
im sick of being here!
im never happy anymore
it shouldn't be this way right?
im not trying to have a pitty party
i just dont have anyone to talk to and im lonely
and hating life.
I hope everyone has a good Christmas.
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